Chegamos na última semana de agosto, o mês mais longo/cumprindo/infinito do ano. O mês que transformou-se no "Monday Prog Month by HMBR™". Foi algo divertido e surgiu repentinamente. Seria algo para me ajudar também a superar o mês pela espera que eu estava. Mas como diria à lenda "a vida é uma caixinha de surpresas".

Minha espera foi destruída barra arruinada. Imagine anos da sua vida repentinamente serem descartados, jogados fora, sem que você possa ter participado da decisão enquanto seguia seu lado da caminhada para o proposito de ambos. Decepção é a palavra e é incrível como a música que me motiva a continuar no aguardo, tornou-se uma música da virada para retomar minha caminha: A Far-Off Distance.


Ironicamente Art of Life foi a música que "animava" minha fossa anterior, que depois recebeu um baita revive... Sendo a música mais longa que conheço, X Japan fecha com chave de ouro e você pode conhecer a história dessa música lendária aqui.

Com diversas partes e histórias e se antes eu ficava no "If its real, just kill me" eu me pego no na parte em que Toshi diz acordar, ficar preso nos pensamentos, afinal, voltamos a ter ideias e seguir nossa caminhada e parando de pensar antes de chegar no "just kill me".

Salvo engano conheci o X Japan através de Art of Life como um desafio de encarar essa famosa música de 30 minutos. Fiquem com o vídeo do DVD de quando ela foi exibida. Curiosidades dela: até as apresentação de 30 e 31 de dezembro de 1993 no Tokyo Dome, a música havia tocada somente para ser gravada. Após muitos anos, em 2007 a banda voltou a toca-la e com direito a holograma de hide tocando com seus companheiros (lembrando que o guitarrista faleceu um pouco depois da banda entrar em hiatos/separação em 1997). A música foi inteiramente composta por Yoshiki.


Letra

Desert Rose
Why do you live alone
If you are sad
I'll make you leave this life
Are you white, blue or bloody red
All I can see is drowning in cold grey sand

The winds of time
You knock me to the ground
I'm dying of thirst
I wanna run away
I don't know how to set me free to live
My mind cries out feeling pain

I've been roaming to find myself
How long have I been feeling endless hurt
Falling down, rain flows into my heart
In the pain I'm waiting for you
Can't go back
No place to go back to
Life is lost, Flowers fall
If it's all dreams
Now wake me up
If it's all real
Just kill me

I'm making the wall inside my heart
I don't wanna let my emotions get out
It scares me to look at the world
Don't want to find myself lost in your eyes
I tried to drown my past in grey
I never wanna feel more pain
Ran away from you without saying any words
What I don't wanna lose is love

Through my eyes
Time goes by like tears
My emotion's losing the color of life
Kill my heart
Release all my pain
I'm shouting out loud
Insanity takes hold over me

Turning away from the wall
Nothing I can see
The scream deep inside
reflecting another person in my heart
He calls me from within
"All existence you see before you
must be wiped out :
Dream, Reality, Memories,
and Yourself"

I begin to lose control of myself
My lust is so blind, destroys my mind
Nobody can stop my turning to madness
No matter how you try to hold me in your heart
Why do you wanna raise these walls
I don't know the meaning of hatred
My brain gets blown away hearing words of lies
I only want to hold your love

Stab the dolls filled with hate
Wash yourself with their blood
Drive into the raging current of time
Swing your murderous weapon into the belly
"the earth"
Shout and start creating confusion
Shed your blood for pleasure
And what ? for love ?
What am I supposed to do ?

I believe in the madness called "Now"
Past and future prison my heart
Time is blind
But I wanna trace my love
on the wall of time, over pain in my heart
Art of life
Insane blade stabbing dreams
Try to break all truth now
But I can't heal this broken heart in pain
Cannot start to live, Cannot end my life
Keep on crying

Close my eyes
Time breathes I can hear
All love and sadness
melt in my heart

Dry my tears
Wipe my bloody face
I wanna feel me living my life
outside my walls

You can't draw a picture of yesterday, so
You're painting your heart with your blood
You can't say "No"
Only turning the wheel of time
with a rope around your neck
You build a wall of morality and take a breath
from between the bricks
You make up imaginary enemies and are chased by them
You're trying to commit suicide
You're satisfied with your prologue
Now you're painting your first chapter black
You are putting the scraps of life together
and trying to make an asylum for yourself
You're hitting a bell at the edge of the stage
and
You are trying to kill me

I believe in the madness called "Now"
Time goes flowing, breaking my heart
Wanna live
Can't let my heart kill myself
Still I haven't found what I'm looking for
Art of life
I try to stop myself
But my heart goes to destroy the truth
Tell me why
I want the meaning of my life
Do I try to live, Do I try to love
in my dream

I'm breaking the wall inside my heart
I just wanna let my emotions get out
Nobody can stop
I'm running to freedom
No matter how you try to hold me in your world
Like a doll carried by the flow of time
I sacrificed the present moment for the future
I was in chains of memory half-blinded
Losing my heart, walking in the sea of dreams
Close my eyes
Rose breathes I can hear
All love and sadness melt in my heart
Dry my tears
Wipe my bloody face
I wanna feel me living my life
outside my mind

Dreams can make me mad
I can't leave my dream
I can't stop myself
Don't know what I am
What lies are truth ?
What truths are lies ?

I believe in the madness called "Now"
Time goes flowing, breaking my heart
Wanna to live
Can't let my heart kill myself
Still I haven't found what I'm looking for
Art of life
I try to stop myself
But my heart goes to destroy the truth
Tell me why
I want the meaning of my life
Do I try to live, Do I try to love

Art of life
An Eternal Bleeding heart
You never wanna breathe your last
Wanna live
Can't let my heart kill myself
Still I'm feeling for
A Rose is breathing love
in my life

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Sobre Wakashimazu

Gamer de nascimento, guitarrista por insistência, se divide em três para dar conta de dominar o mundo da música, dos jogos e dos otakus, enquanto lida com a caixinha de surpresas chamada de vida. Pode ser encontrado no Last FM, na Live ou no fórum!

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